๐‘ณ๐’๐’”๐’† ๐‘พ๐’†๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ฏ๐’‚๐’“๐’… ๐‘พ๐’‚๐’š

Who would want to sign up for that? Isnโ€™t the idea to find the ๐’“๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• weight loss program, so it will be easy? I can find the body I always wanted, the life I always wanted, if only I could find that perfect, magical diet, right? Who doesnโ€™t want to keep looking for that?

Me.

I got tired of chasing that dream. I got tired of catching disappointment.

I heard mention of something about loving what โ€œisโ€. I wasnโ€™t quite sure what that meant. What if the “is” in my life is hard?

Being curious about the things I found difficult? Whaat?

Wonder about why I felt uncomfortable? Why?

Be curious about my focus on weight loss, or the lack of it.

Just make it go away.

How could curiosity help me lose weight? That didnโ€™t make any sense.

Until it did.

๐‘†๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž ๐‘ƒโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘›๐‘›๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐ถ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘“๐‘–๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘“๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘Š๐‘’๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก ๐ถ๐‘œ๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž. ๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘’โ€™๐‘  ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’ 50 ๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘ โ€ฆ.๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘ฆ. ๐‘๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘‘ ๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘Ž. ๐‘๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘”๐‘”๐‘™๐‘’.