
And my brain likes it.
She likes that she can obsess ……
over my body, how it looks, what I eat, what I weigh, what other people think.
It occupies all kinds of time. It seems so important. And sheβs so good at thinking all that.
Practice makes perfect.
And, that leaves me conveniently blind to what I am NOT doing.
I am NOT paying attention to my dreams, unless itβs about being thin.
I am NOT paying attention to those pretty wildflowers outside my window.
I am NOT paying attention to how I feel.
I am NOT paying attention to my future.
So far, Iβve noticed that when I ignore something, it tends to go away. Do I want my dreams to go away?
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